Last night got December crawling down my throat 
It said 'why'd you got to be so easy’
Know that I require everyday one thing I'd feel grateful for 
This week not keeping score 

Cause I wonder what you and who you do it with 
And I wonder what you'd say to me just know that awful things can take a... 

Turn around, looks out 
It's just all this shit is bumming me out 
I can't redeem the conversation 
I'll be a man 
When I'm on, I'm gone 
It's just all these things are bumming me out 
And I feel so far from home 

Tell the end, a place to find a golden center 
Back again, with investments out of my hands 
I'd figure out my plan, to pull you out from my dead center 
And back again, with a friendship out of my hands that pulls me in

Turn around, looks out 
It's just all these things are bumming me out 
I can't redeem a conversation 
But I'll be a man 
When I'm on, I'm gone 
It's just all this shit is bumming me out 
And I feel so far from home